Sunday, June 19, 2011

[the weekend]

Happy 6mo and 1 day to my fabulous boyfriend and I.

This weekend was tough. We ate quite a bit but mostly healthy stuff. I ended up purging what I ate at the restaurant on Friday because I got scared that I wouldn't get the chance to really restrict with him around, so even though I had restricted quite well, I still did it to calm my nerves. All three of us got drunk at the bar and then stumbled back to the hotel.

Six Flags was really fun! I felt really self conscious in my swim suit but I felt better about myself when I realized I was NOT wearing a bikini and there were really large women walking around in string bikini's. I had my first self esteem boost in a long time. Him and I bickered for most of Saturday even though it was our 6mo. He was stressed out about a few things which in turn made me stressed and being on my period made it miserable. I really do love him but gosh he and I can just get under each other's skin so quickly. I guess it's good to find out how to push each others buttons early so we aren't having all out brawls 5 years down the road.

The boyfriend and I had amazing anniversary sex in the shower. We got down and dirty! He ended up cumming on me and shot me in the fucking eye! I was SO mad because it like, plastered my eye shut. He was like, "use soap!" I'm like, "HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO CLEAN OUT JIZZ FROM YOUR EYE WITH SOAP? Double pain bastard!" We just laughed and laughed!!

We ended up having a hotel party and getting completely wasted on tequila shots after the sex. I was probably the most wasted out of anyone because I had 3 margaritas and 2 shots of tequila. I am a total light weight. My face was TOTALLY red after the first margarita! I ended up cutting myself off because I knew one tequila... two tequila... three tequila... "black the FUCK OUT" floor! At least for me anyway!!

Sorry I haven't commented, I am attempting to catch up! I am so tired from the 5 hours of driving from St. Louis. I came home to see my dad for Father's day :) I ended up leaving my fucking wallet at home so I am driving without a license! Wish me luck!

BTW Congrats everyone on your fabulous weekend!! <3


  1. Ahah, shower sex rules. Glad you had a good weekend, and a self esteem boost. Those really help make you feel good about yourself! x

  2. Wow, your anniversary date is awfully close to mine!

    On top of that, your life in general just sounds like mine. Bickering with the boy, and crazy mistakes while having sex and then laughing about it. Yep, definitely my life. Haha.

  3. Your weekend sounds like fun :)

  4. Haha, isn't it great to be with someone you can make awkward sex mistakes with, and then laugh about them?? Sorry to hear you fought; I think sometimes it's the expectation we attach to events like anniversaries - it's too much pressure and you end up falling out over something stupid. Another classic? Christmas. Always an anticlimax! Anyway, glad you had a fun weekend :)

  5. Your weekend sounds like it was super fun!
    I am so happy to hear that you had a great time. :)
    I hope this week goes amazing for you; I am sure that it will.
    Have a wonderful day today; you deserve it!
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

  6. Your face must have looked like a cherry pie after the margarita and sperm incidents. lmao