Thursday, June 23, 2011


I'm exceptionally annoyed right now. I can't understand why the people in my life constantly choose to berate me and make me feel bad about myself. I honestly just want to sit in my room and cry. I'm tired of constantly trying to be nice. From now on I am going to focus on myself, ignore the fucking IDIOTS and just do my own thing. I'm just so very tired of trying. All I need/want is my boyfriend and those few close friends who I know I will always stand behind my decisions as I have always stood by theirs *and of course, you lovely bloggers!* Everyone else can go EAT SHIT.

Oh, on a lighter note *har har* I lost .6lbs between yesterday at 6PM and this morning, so my official weigh in for the AM and a GREAT starting place, is 150lbs even!

Tonight I will be driving to Ft. Riley instead of going to Kansas City. Apparently tomorrow they are having some "organization" day where they are going out to do mini-golf and other outdoor activities and well, there is no way in hell I'd miss that one!

Have a good day everyone!


  1. Lovely starting place! I feel the same way about people. I could list the 5 people I want and live without seeing anyone else, I think.
    Minigolf is awesome. Have fun!

  2. Yes, I agree, everyone else can fuck right off! You go, girl!

    Congrats on your loss! Have fun in Ft. Riley and travel safely! <3. XXX.

  3. You are so right.
    Ignore the naysayers and the ones whose only goal is to put you down.
    You do not need them.
    150 is a great, solid starting weight; hooray!
    I hope you have tons of fun today; sounds like you will! :D
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3