Monday, June 13, 2011

[a fresh start]

THANK YOU to Camille/Gianni for showing me my background to match my banner. I love you, Gal! I've been tempted to put my real name on here, however I get a bit nervous... blah. I'll get there one day.

Amber -- I am SO torn between vampires and werewolves! I like the fact that werewolves are warm and are basically still "human", however a vampire is a fucking vampire! Who wouldn't want that? hehe

My boyfriend is sleeping right now. He sleeps so peacefully and beautifully. I took the day off work so I could spend time with him. I think we will go back to Barnes and Nobel because I finished "The Hunger Games" in less than 1 day. I am in need of the second one, immediately! We watched the Drawn Together movie last night. It was fucking stupid so I ended up giving him a blow job so I wouldn't have to pay attention to the movie. He wasn't complaining that's for sure.

I was about to make him cum when he told me to get on top of him because I had been teasing him all day by wearing a dress with no panties (lol). He's hilarious when he's about to cum because he's like... so demanding. "I'm going to cum inside you!" I'm like, "...go for it?" Too cute!

I'm happy today is Monday. I can erase my horrible week and start over. He should be leaving around 2 or 3 and if I let him sleep I can avoid eating hopefully until then. Last night we had shrimp alfredo and low and behold, it had mushrooms in it! I hate mushrooms, meaning I didn't have to eat a whole lot of it! I was so happy. My fucking bread tooth got me again though, 2, COUNT THEM, 2 pieces of texas cheesy toast. Oh the deliciousness of those toasted morsels, gah! I can't wait to go home and work out tonight, I need it!

Grr, my stomach is fucking growling and all I want to do is scream. I think I need some water.


To those of you who had a horrible week last week, or a bad last few days -- don't worry. We can get through this together! We have to take this one day at a time.  I appreciate all of your guys' support and I hope that I can be there for you the way you are all there for me! I love you all! <3


  1. Hahaha, I also have a bread tooth.
    I cannot get enough of it. :)
    I am so happy to see you positive about this coming week!
    That attitude will take you so far and help you keep focused on your goals!
    I am glad you had fun with your boy, too. ;)
    I hope you have a wonderful day; you deserve it!
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

  2. Hahahahahahaha I think my boyfriend puts on dumb movies on purpose so then I get "distracted by his cuteness" :p boys are silly! I agree, Drawn Together was SOSOSOSO stupid

  3. Jesus christ I love your blog :) Your funny and so open. It's refreshing!

  4. WHAAAAA? I LOOOOVE MUSHROOMS! They look like penises kind of. hahahaha

    I think I'll be in town next weekend, so if you're in town I neeeeeeed to see you! I miss your face!

  5. first, I love your background,and your banner :) its so cute and second(lol) I love how u express in your blogs, its so funny :) I hope you have a good week this week, I actually started mine with bad news but i hope it gets better!. I hate mushrooms too they are mushy and gross lol, haha working out is always the best way to lose those carbs from that delicious bread. I love bread! lol haha

  6. I agree with JT!! LOVE your blog, so happy I came across it!! My bf does the same thing, silly silly boys. Always thinking with the wrong head ;)

    I needed the encouragment today, thank you for that!!