Wednesday, June 22, 2011


If you don't have anything nice to say, keep it to your fucking self. I had a "best friend" for a few years... we slowly drifted apart because she's a narcissistic, drama queen, cunt. This is the same gal who calls her self obese when I'm around *posted below*. She comments on all of my facebook stuff in a negative way. I'm sorry I'm in love with my boyfriend and that he is successful and not a douchebag. It doesn't make me some weird obsessed sappy person. Why don't you go find yourself a life and leave me the fuck alone. Bitch.

Hell is empty. All the devils are here.


Last night the entire fire department of my town came and visited my apartment complex. They had to go into my apt and everyone else's. The girl whose apartment it was came and told the fireman to pretty much eat shit and she never opened her door! She just peaced out! After a 45min ordeal it ended up being a freaking plastic spoon in her dishwasher that melted and smoked up the joint. What a freaking moron. On the brighter side, I met my neighbor and she is awesome! She is a social work major and I am a psych major doing a social workers job so it's gunna be awesome :) I am gunna invite her over today!

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've been binging and purging like crazy lately. Literally It's like I go into some trance and start eating whatever I can get my hands on. I will do awesome during the day, drinking slim fast for breakfast, having a great lunch and then a slim fast for dinner... and then a few hours before bed I go CRAZY. It's like I get this thought into my head, "It's okay, eat whatever you want. You'll purge it later." Who the fuck thinks like that? I need to change my eating habits and fast. I think I am going to start eating very small meals throughout the day to keep my fucking mouth busy and away from feeling that overwhelming urge to binge.

Why can I not just live a normal life?!


  1. Sorry about someone getting you down. That always sucks. Many small meals a day works pretty well for most! I hope you find something that helps keep you from purging!

  2. I'm sorry that your friend is acting like that. I have one who is like that, and it drives me up the wall. I feel like she thinks she's in some sort of competition with me, when most of the time I just wish she'd get out of my hair. Some friend, huh?

    I'm feeling just like you lately. I hope you feel better about food. <3

  3. Ugh, bitches!
    They drive me nuts.
    Hahaha, wow, that girl in your apartment complex really is a moron.
    But hooray for making new friends! :)
    I think your plan of eating small meals is a good one, it should help with the b/p cycle.
    I hope you have an awesome day; you deserve it!
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

  4. I'm sorry she's acting that way.
    I hope you'll be feeling better soon!
    Stay strong ♥