Wednesday, June 29, 2011

[set backs]

My day started out well. I was eating like I should, taking in plenty of water... I don't really know what happened when I got home. I just had this overwhelming feeling of loneliness that only food could comfort. I ended up rolling some sushi and it made me feel a lot better. I don't know if I over ate or not... at the time I didn't care and quite honestly I can't fucking remember. I'm irritated and annoyed. By the time I went to bed, I cried myself to sleep thinking I would gain from my day.

Luckily, I ended up losing .4lbs. Not quite the accomplishment I had the other day of dropping 1.4lbs but .4lbs is better than +lbs, AM I RIGHT? =P 147.4lbs... I remember being so close to 145 last year and just being so happy. Now I'm depressed knowing I've BEEN there and I'm working so hard to GET BACK there. Oh well, this is life...

Gluttony is an emotional escape, a sign something is eating us. -- Peter De Vries


Have a wonderful day everyone! I only hope to do better today!

10 comments:

  1. Good job with your weight loss!
    aah I hate hate hate binging D: But don't let it get you down(: start new today, you can do it!
    xxx

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  2. What is it with feeling crappy and eating to feel better but then feeling worse afterwards?? Don't worry hun, you're not alone! xx

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  3. Congrats girl! I hope you get out of that funky mood (I was in one these past five days!) they're no fun. What kind of sushi if I can ask? :P it's my favorite foodddd!

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  4. Nice stats, girl!! Sushi is also my favorite food and I've always wanted to try and make it! So, I'm feeling totally sympathetic about eating a lot of it - believe me, if I knew how to make it, I'd totally do the same thing ;)

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  5. Great job with the weight loss!
    I remember sushi. :'c happily, I turned vegetarian. I think it's one of the very few things I miss about being a vegetarian. SUSHI. Congrats on the loss, you skinny girl! Now I have to work hard to catch up on you. c:

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  6. Great job with the weightloss. Try not to feel too bad for eating that. Next time try going for something lower calories like tuna so you don't feel guilty.

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  7. I think you are doing amazingly well!
    You should be so proud, love.
    Keep on keepin' on.
    You will get where you want to in no time. :)
    Stay positive, stay beautiful! <3

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  8. SAME!! my lowest was 159 and i was excited and proud of myself, then i started eating and gain right back up to 180 :'( and like u, trying to fight my way down there again

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  9. You're not alone, and you're doing awesome.
    Love that quoteeee.

    < 3

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  10. Your doing so well! Keep going xx

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