I'm finding more excused to avoid eating so much. Honestly, a trick that's been working for me is eating things I don't really like so it forces me to not eat as much. I've been working hard to get over the "completion compulsion." A lot of people with issues similar to mine will find themselves FINISHING a plate just because it's in front of them... eating foods I don't enjoy helps me get over this obsession.
I ended up getting rid of the sandwich while the men were outside working on the patio. I didn't eat anything else until dinner. It was something really spicy so I was able to avoid eating a lot. Instead I ate a fat free yogurt and a small portion of rice. I felt a lot better and didn't have the urge to purge (nice rhyme) because there wasn't much there. I ended up getting ridiculously drunk instead.
My bf and I had sex in the shower for like an hour so that was fantastic. He kept trying to put it in my ass and it annoyed me because we were both so drunk and I didn't feel like it. He ended up convincing me it was a good idea AFTER I came... he's smart like that. He knows that when I cum I will pretty much agree to anything for about 2 minutes. Bastard LOL All in all, it was a good work out in there. He bit my neck so hard it left a bruise... I think I'm dating a vampire ;)
I ended up getting a bit burnt yesterday but I woke up to a tan. This morning I caved in at breakfast because my mom made bacon, sausage, eggs and toast... my fucking bread tooth get's be EVERY time! I ate 3 pieces of fucking bread, 1 egg, 4 pieces of sausage and like 4 strips of bacon. WTF! To my surprise I didn't feel like purging afterwards, but I am leaving it in my stomach as a reminder of my fucking failure and this is the consequence of not having the will power to stand down next to shit that's bad for me...
I am going to do my damndest to start Monday fresh. I never get to work out when my bf is here so I will go back to running and working out every night and cutting my calories significantly until I see him for our St. Louis trip next weekend.