I wish I were standing out in front of the ocean. I picture myself watching the waves roll in and roll out. I can hear the waves crashing; the water and sand tickling my toes. I'm more stressed out than usual this morning.
HOLY CRAP!! 30 followers?! I am just dancing with delite! I think a few of them are SPAM but who cares! Thank you EVERYONE for your support! This is a wonderful community and I LOVE you all!! <3
My best friend moved back to Africa. In 23 years I never met someone who really made me feel like I had a best friend. I've had many come and go, but none had a bond with me like this one. I've had girls claim they were my best friend but in reality I couldn't stand them anymore than I could even stand being around myself. This one girl in particular is just such a hypocrite it makes me want to scream. She is also one of those girls who likes to call herself "obese" when I'm around. Pretty sure if you're obese at 105lbs then I am a fucking enormous whale at 145lbs! She thinks she's so clever too, "no, I'm just talking about myself not you..." I'm like okay, cunt.
People in this town keep trying to adopt me as their friend but most of them don't realize that I can't them 99% of the time. The only person I feel like hanging out with is Camille but she is 2 hours away. Honestly, I can say at this point in my life, aside from my boyfriend, she is the only person I can trust with any of my feelings. Thank god for her.
I did fairly well yesterday! I am actually quite proud. I ended up drinking 2 slim fasts, having a very small turkey patty with no bread or cheese or anything and then some chips. I ended up getting completely fucking drunk while playing UNO on XBOXLIVE and then got hungry so I ate some noodles lol Let me tell you, after about 7 shots of sake anything in your stomach just exits regardless to if you want it to stay! I got on skype to chat with my boyfriend and ended up passing out on him. However, before falling asleep I sent him a picture of my ass bent over ahaha. Alcohol makes me do funny things. He happened to be very drunk too so it was extra fun. The power went out in the barracks so he was outside his room drinking vodka with his friends. Sometimes I wish I lived there because they sound like so much fun!
On another note, I do not sunburn... ever. However, let me amend that and say, "I do not sunburn on the places that see the sun while tanning." My smart brain decides to go tanning to "even out" my ass cheeks so I don't have a white ass and tan legs. MISTAKE. I was burnt to a crisp. I woke up this morning and I'm tan again which is what always happens but good lord, my butt looked like a tomato!! :)
I guess we are all going to the casino this weekend *COUGH, Camille, COUGH* so... if anyone just happens to be in KC they should give me a call, damnit!